I apologize for that we weren't talk for a long time. It is my fault, I know it. You know i met girl. She was fantastic. I really liked her. And I just... och.. Just a little bit i forgot about my friends.. It is cruel, i know it. And I really sorry for that. And.. day before my mother died. I can't believe that. She was everything for me. I loved her so much. I don't know what to do. But... I think you don't want to talk abouth that. Meaby not now. How about you? What do you do now? I heard you are in high school. Still here? How about your friends? Please write to me.